escaping the throes of harsh reality.

So I was at a Halloween party last night and met a guy named Michael who I thought was nice but then he ended up just wanting sex and trying to convince me to have a one night stand with him. I clearly said no and then the douche bag had the nerve to blame it all on me.

Even in real life, Michaels are apparently assholes too? LOL.


In other news, real life has still been over consuming most of my time. Despite the partying here and there, life still feels so damn stressful and I almost blame it on the lack of destressing RPing. I miss it. I really do. But I haven't even had the time yet again to sit down with my laptop without doing school work until now. I've been wondering though why it's been more stressful than the last semester. I do have a bigger course load. And I'm working a lot. Plus I live in the city now so I'm closer to friends, parties and many other distractions, which means less sleep and more outside time. Then there's responsibilities of being out on your own and running more errands than normal and dealing with apartment stress.

It makes sense I suppose, but I really do miss RPing.

I really want to play Muggle Quidditch. My neighboring college has a team registered on the collegiate International Quidditch Association and I really want to join up. I totally emailed the captain and asked if they had open membership. Because, you know, I totally don't mind looking ridiculous on the field running around with a broom in between my legs. I blame my inner Megan.

Then again, I already have barely anytime for anything as it is. I get sort of a free weekend homework wise so hopefully I'll be able to get on some because I really miss RPing on a regular basis. But my roommate's family is over our place this weekend so I'm busy with them and then trying not to be home too cause I don't want to intrude in their family time. Plus we're switching rotations to peds and maternity next week, so despite the fact that there's more busyness, I get to see babies being born soon! Woo!

Oh hello RP land I haven't seen you in ages.

Real life's been too consuming with work, school, and a social life that I seem to crave on having that I haven't even touched my laptop for the purpose of anything but doing my paper and studying.

WTF. I never thought that was possible.

( RLTL;DR: In which Kristine rants about going through a mid-but-not-really-mid-life-crisis. )

So essentially really, the busyness plus all this whirlwind and unnecessary thinking has preoccupying most of my time lately that I haven't even had time to think of updating myself in the RP world. I really technically don't have time though because this upcoming week alone has me having 12 hour days at school and at work, plus two papers and a big test tomorrow, so yes I have been legitimately busy, but it's not like that hasn't stopped me from RPing before. So yes, I suppose, I'm sort of on a semi-hiatus. I'll see how the week goes and see how I am RP-wise mid-week, then I might go on a proper hiatus.

Anyway, thank you for tuning into a Kristine is alive update. I hope you all are doing well!

Finally finished season 1 of Nikita just in time for season 2 this Friday!

But damn this show is so making me wish Megan could totally kick ass like Alex does though.


In other RP news, school, clinicals and work has taken over my life that sadly when I do RP, I feel guilty that I'm not doing school work.

Ah, it'll forever be a guilty pleasure, isn't it? Along with staying up until 3 am catching up with TV shows in time for the new season episodes this week.

I didn't exactly anticipate the fact that school starts in a week for me and that I would be finally moving tomorrow into my new place which is still internet-less, so I think it might be a good idea to go on a semi-hiatus of sorts. I still have my phone, so I can still creep and maybe comment here and there but tags, apps and anything that requires a full keyboard and a bigger screen might have to wait until I get internet access on my laptop.

I've been packing ALL day and shoving all I can to a car smaller than what I'm used to cause my mother decided we should switch cars. It's newer but it's tiny. But anyway, I surprisingly fit everything I need (at least, I hope it's everything) for my move to my new apartment which is like seven hours away from where my family lives. So I'll be driving ALL day tomorrow and then goodness knows how long it'll take for me to figure out the electricity stuff, the internet installation, moving stuff in, new apartment craziness, etc. I'm excited but really anxious since this is my first official place and my roommate isn't coming until later so I'm stuck trying to figure this all out by myself. So, heh, wish me luck! :P

Semi-hiatus while I go fly out half way across the state last minute to figure out my apartment situation that should have already been dealt with but plans apparently need me to be in town for it to fall though. I think I'm going to be around? Though a bit sparse here and there. I mean, I think I'm going to have a lot of downtime in between searching for apartments, moving in, dealing with school stuff. And I'm just back in town and I'll have my phone, so I don't think there's a need for a full hiatus? But anyway, if I suddenly disappear, it's because I probably don't have internet access and or my friends' have hogged my free time, as usual.

Email me at realityescaped@gmail.com if you need anything! <3

I'M BACK HOME AND BACK FROM CANADA!

Canada and the whole road trip was great. Oregon and Washington were also gorgeous. We didn't have any concrete plans but everything worked out on the way. Since I was with family, it was great to feel like a kid for once and have my parents worry about the technicalities and monetary details of the trip. Although buying shot glasses for souvenirs at every city we were in isn't exactly something a kid would do. LOL.

It's great to be back home though. But now I'm trying to reorient myself to the fact that I'm not in a moving car after 20 hours of driving the whole of West Coast of the USA.

Anyway, I should probably start catching up with pamods, vigilantesmods, absolutionmods. OH! And DH2 ranting and craziness (I did end up watching it in some random city in Washington that had the last tickets to a midnight premiere of HP).

I'm excited to get RPing again but I honestly don't know where to start. Although, I think my RPing/HP withdrawals (which were really bad) mellowed out a bit during my hiatus cause I end up realizing that I do have a life beyond RPing so I'm not freaking out as much about missing out on things. So I probably will just jump in and start from there... or something cause I have an hour until my friend comes to hog me again. I also have to start unpacking and just trying to get into the swing of not being on the road. For the record, it's also weird to not be seeing Twilight looking pine trees everywhere. Haha.

Oh man. Another Hiatus. I'm taking these more often than I thought I'd be. Then again it is summer.

My family's going on our road trip to Canada from July 12th to July 19th so I'm thinking it's wise not to think I can get online when clearly I'm going to places I've never gone before and to a whole other country where I'm pretty sure my internet phone service cuts off. Yeah, I think a hiatus should be in order. lol.

I am pretty excited though. We're leaving a few hours from now and I'm going to try to get a nap in cause I spent packing all night since my whole day today was wasted on finding hotels in Canada - only to not find anything because our plans keep changing and everyone decided it was best to just figure out on the way. I literally had a pounding headache the rest of the night. So honestly, I'm just ready to get into the car and go.

I'm anxious about our plans for the night of 14th though, since I clearly need to make a DH2 midnight premiere somehow. I'm pretty sure we're going to be in Seattle still that night but I don't even know where exactly, so I might have to wait until we get back to actually see it. That and I'm pretty sure tickets are sold out by now. OMGGAH. I CANT. I'll have to socially isolate myself online because I know everyone will probably be raving about it. Then again, I suppose it's a good thing. I'll just prolong the end of HP for myself. I'm still sort of in denial that it's ending. >.>

ANYWAY, I will miss you all so terribly. Like, I could already feel the withdrawals coming so bad. My babies are protesting already cause they all have muses raving and want to play. :(

But alas, Canada awaits EH?

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I am officially going on hiatus.

Plans are coming together and real life is taking over. >.> I worked 12 hours today and probably another 12 or more tomorrow. I also need to pack because I'm moving and temporarily going home for a month on Saturday. Home is an 8 hour drive, mind you. Plus I have online class work due on Saturday which I haven't done. Not to mention, I am sleep deprived, drama-overwhelmed (cheating bff and her boyfriend new developments BTW) and work exhausted.

So I got thinking and thought it would be healthy for me to go on a hiatus. LOL.

I will probably pop in here and there on games because I think I have separation anxiety LOL and can't go a day without creeping or making a comment or SOMETHING, but nothing super active.

I WILL MISS YOU ALL and hate the fact that I am missing out on things. But until I get settled at home and actually have a good eight hours of decent sleep, I think for my sanity's sake, I should take a break.

Internet's down at home.

And I'm enrolled in an online class. Lovely.

I hope it get's fixed soon because I can only do so much on my phone and Starbucks is usually open during the times that I sleep. Haha.

But yeah, I might be sparse at the time being with RP stuff until Time Warner stops being stupid. lol.

AHHH. So after getting much needed sleep from my crash, I ended up being lazy, emotional, stressed with apartment hunting and figuring out summer plans the whole day. So finally after ice cream and some unexpected hook-ness to Prison Break, I finally was able to go online and START on stuff. Then I realized that it was already 3 AM, and I'm about to fall into the same routine of a bad sleep schedule that would lead me towards caffeine and sugar crashes again...

SO. I'm going to be a good girl, listen to my Nathaniel Vaisey muse and do a RP to-do list for tomorrow so I can sleep soon and not waste the next day by waking up at 4 PEE-EMM again.


And I'm going to go to sleep. Again. And hopefully wake up before noon tomorrow. Here's to a much better day tomorrow eh?

36 hours, about 5 cans of soda, 6 cups of coffee, a shot of caffeine, too much junk food, and an embarrassingly HUGE amount of sugar later.

That's what a messed up sleep schedule, a 7 am call time on your first day back to work, a 10 hour work day, being a supportive friend and daughter duties, finding a place and planning for the near future will do to you.

I think I'll catch up to you online and RP world later. After my brain has time to revive from this unhealthy crash real life has induced to it.

Night, night.

I'm officially going into finals mode, even though I have 2 more weeks before finals.


I am sort of but not really but maybe I am I'm really not sure going to be sparse until the end of the month. I'm definitely going to be focusing on school for the mean time especially with last week's scare. Although, I definitely will be popping in here and there (although probably more often than I should) because goodness knows I might go crazy with just caffeine and studying.

And with the whole username delete-fest, I find it so amusing at how it shows how much of a baby I am to journal RPing. I only have one username that IJ deemed 'inactive' and I don't even know which character it was for. LOL.

littlestjones for pamods is done!


And now back to studying.

I should really not jump on the bandwagon for this but this should keep me sane while I immerse myself into the world of papers and studying. :P

Pick one of mine and give them three other characters from the game and I'll tell you which one they'd marry, which one they'd bury, and which one they'd do.

I'll even give you an explanation. ;]

its my birthday and im drunk and i can type. ahhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Edited at April 3 10:30 PM

UHM. So. Uh, yeah. I didn't mean to drunk blog. LOL.

We had a couple of drinks last night in lieu of my birthday today and ended up spending my friend's 25 dollar Amazon gift card on iPhone cases - and I had my CDJ open for me to just have randomly decided to let the world know that I was inebriated.

... Yeah. I realized, druken movie nights at home isn't a good idea when you have a credit card and a laptop. LOL.

In other news, I did have a good birthday weekend. Hopefully, now that this is passing, I'll have more time to RP and finally finish that app (I have to anyway since its due one the 9th). Spring break is in two days too, so, fingers crossed, I will have more time.

I've never done a meme on a cdj, so imma jump the bandwagon and see how this goes!

Ask any of my characters a question and they will tell you the truth. No matter how tough that truth is to tell.

NOTE TO SELF: READ MEME AND FOLLOW MEME DIRECTIONS BEFORE ATTEMPTING TO ANSWER THEM AT 2 IN THE MORNING. AHAHAHA.